Things tend to suck

Its been a rough couple of days. Jordan moved to Florida to finish school there. I won't see her til summer. I've delt with it better than I thought I would. Car broke down.. Waiting for the part to get here.. Its been rough trying to find rides. Today my stomach hurt so bad all day and idek why. Drs keep telling me that nothing's wrong in there but I hardly believe it. Between this nueropathy hurting so bad, never feeling good and always being tired my life is just a Waste. I never leave the house any more and if I do I absolutely hate every min of it. Idk what's wrong with me. I don't want people to bother me and I don't want to bother with anyone else. Idk but its late and I'm about to go to sleep since my internal clock dings at the crack of dawn.
Another day