Things tend to suck

Its been a rough couple of days. Jordan moved to Florida to finish school there. I won't see her til summer. I've delt with it better than I thought I would. Car broke down.. Waiting for the part to get here.. Its been rough trying to find rides. Today my stomach hurt so bad all day and idek why. Drs keep telling me that nothing's wrong in there but I hardly believe it. Between this nueropathy hurting so bad, never feeling good and always being tired my life is just a Waste. I never leave the house any more and if I do I absolutely hate every min of it. Idk what's wrong with me. I don't want people to bother me and I don't want to bother with anyone else. Idk but its late and I'm about to go to sleep since my internal clock dings at the crack of dawn.
Another day

Hello world!!!!

It would seem that sickness has taken over my life.. For years I have been sick and exhausted.. Finally the foot pain set it. The burning, prickly feeling.. Inability to tolerate wearing socks and shoes. Finally a Dr does something right and finds out I am a type 2 diabetic.. 6-7 months later here I am taking 8-10 pills a day and I feel no different except now the burning of the feet. Every day I feel really lousy and I'm so exhausted. I stopped working. The worst thing about having health issues is people think your just lazy.. Maybe its because I'm fat?? Maybe if I was 100 pounds soaking wet they would then believe that I honestly don't feel good. Someone always says something negative. I have changed how I eat.. My a1c improved and I have lost weight. So its not like I'm not trying. I want nothing more than to just wake up and feel good, well rested etc. No one understands anything. Never will I guess. Idk.. Not a good beginning to a blog I guess.. Just had to get it out.